A poem for today

The weather is gorgeous and uncharacteristically warm in NYC today. Amazing, really – and exactly what I needed.. In the cab heading into the city reading the intro to a book containing Rilke’s Duino Elegies and Sonnets to Orpheus (stunning), I wrote this..


there is a purpose
cracking open
inside of me
in the squint of
the sun
the rumble of tires
on road
the electric sheen
of the river
in the morning
with city from end
to end –
this glimpse
of the green in the
gray –
ephemeral spirit
of spring,
it tells me –
you will not lose
yourself to this
and if you do
it will be
to find a side of
that would otherwise
forever hidden –
and unchanged.
i trust
through the ache
that splits the
as the sprout
heaves its first
of unbearable
i trust
as i always have
in some corner
of myself
that sometimes pain
can transfigure the
even more than
– ajd, 1/24/12

The power of creativity..

..always affects me – but sometimes more deeply than others.

I am very lucky to be infinitely inspired by the amazing people I know in this life, and the amazing works of art and literature created by people I never had the chance to know.. but still feel so close to.

First off I just want to point quickly to two such people – my best friend Nick (NJ) Calder who just returned from years in South Korea with an incredible feature length film under his belt – Fear Eats The Seoul! Please consider checking out and donating to his Kickstarter campaign to raise funds to ship the film out to festivals and secure a vaster audience. I’d also like to shine the spotlight on my relatively new friend and fellow writer Michael Stahl who is pumping his fantastic writing out across the internet – and happily also into my site, SUGAR -N- THUNDER! ;) Check out his killer column, DeFaced, by clicking here. His latest post is on a subject I feel very passionate about – that is unexpectedly illustrated by LEGO ads…

I’ve also been writing a lot lately and I’d love to make it a point to share more with you. My first book of poetry and prose is still forthcoming and I can’t wait to do more readings, but in the meantime I want to share at least some of what I write in between..

* I wrote a piece called circles on New Year’s Day, reflecting on the year ahead, the continuity of all things, and some ever-welcome wisdom from one of my all-time favorites, R.W. Emerson.

* I also felt spurred to write this creative call to arms for 2012 on SUGAR -N- THUNDER.

* And last month I lived through the saddest day of my life to date. My beloved Nana passed away and I had the opportunity to read a piece I wrote about her at her memorial. It was one of the greatest honors of my life, if not the greatest honor – just knowing that my mere mortal words could come close to capturing the essence of such a larger than life soul..

I am learning more and more about the power of words everyday – it’s something I don’t take lightly, something I am eternally grateful for. I wrote this the other night on my (freezing cold) walk home..

the words
that sound
out of place
to you now
will later help you
the things you thought
you’d never forget.
so for your
future self
and all your other
selves –
write in the moment
and claim
every bit of life
as yours.
– ajd, 1/18/12

It’s only just begun.. And I am looking forward to it all.

Getting styled by Sammy Davis Vintage!

Happy 2012, everyone!

I wanted to share a really fun video I was a part of last month. The fabulous Sammy Davis of SammyDavisVintage.com – a killer blog dedicated to spreading vintage love to newbies, diehards, shop owners, and everyone in between – styled me in vintage at NYC boutique A Little Wicked in a video for her site!

We had a BLAST – watch the video below. Click HERE for Sammy’s post and HERE for mine on SUGAR -N- THUNDER!

More soon!

My story in a Queen book!

I’ve been a HUGE Queen fan since I was 12 and I am honored and thrilled to have my story included in Bohemian Rhapsodies, a brand new book of true tales by Queen fans and celebrities!

I wrote about my experience performing as Queen’s irreplaceable frontman Freddie Mercury at the first two Official North American Queen conventions when I was 14 and 15 years old!

Click here to read the story in its entirety!

And while I have you.. Happy Holidays & Happy New Year to all! Much more to come.

November already…

Keeping busy, busy, busy:

Reading at Boundless Tales was such a pleasure (and I always love reading on home turf!) – big thanks again to the lovely Aida and the talented writers I shared the stage with that night!

SUGAR -N- THUNDER is crankin’ on its video content which means I’m interviewing up a storm, and the rest of The Bang & The Clatter interviews have been posted – check out the latest here, and believe me there is more to come!

I’m also very excited to be co-hosting SUGAR -N- THUNDER’s first event: the NYC/USA premiere of NJ Calder‘s “Fear Eats The Seoul” on Dec 3rd at eGarage in LIC! If you haven’t heard of this film OR conversely if you’re a friend of NJ’s check this out!

Finally – I’m putting my voice forward and working on some sounds – fun covers, collabs, and more. Here’s a quick, one-take a capella video I did of me singing some of my favorite songs/vocalists.

Until next time.. !

Let it be known!

– Getting to read at BOWWOW was fantastic. Thanks so much to Queens Poet Laureate Paolo Javier for the intro and shoutouts! Diverse talent and really great things going on there – do check them out next month!

– As aforementioned, I’m making a very happy return to video interviewing! Check out the latest for SUGAR -N- THUNDER (Lefty Lucy/Miss Coney Island!) and The Bang & The Clatter (first band from our AM&A footage, Everlovin’ Savages!). More to come!

– My next reading (poetry & debuting a prose piece) is for Boundless Tales at Waltz-Astoria on October 27th! Big thanks to Aida – more info here; FB invite here.

I’m currently looking for a small press to publish my first book of poetry and prose, from 2000 onward. Any leads, please share!

Happy Fall, ladies & gents.

Reading at BOWWOW #9!

I’m very excited to be reading my work alongside Queens Poet Laureate Paolo Javier and other fantastic wordsmiths at Bowery Poetry Club’s BOWWOW #9 in NYC on October 6th! Thanks so much to Paolo for the intro and Kate Russell for being so welcoming – wonderful community of writers. And of course you know I can never turn down reppin’ my home borough of Queens! Deets below, here, and on FB!

Join us Thursday, October 6th at 10pm, for a night of poetry and performance featuring New York City’s finest emerging talents. Featuring the poetry of: Paolo Javier, the Poet Laureate of Queens, Audrey DimolaAdvocate of Words, the host of the “Open Room” at the Nuyorican Poets Café, BOWWOW favorite Carina Del Valle SchorskeSarah Feeley, and from New Haven, David Gorin.

BOWWOW’s newest contributor, Nadia Parbo, will be kicking off the night with her original poetry. The evening will include a special performance by musical guest, Tanya Betley.

$10 at the door, at the Bowery Poetry Club.We will be asking for donations to the James Haley Memorial Book Drive.

The Bang & The Clatter Teaser

My brother Dominick and I are working together under the name The Bang & The Clatter Productions! Here is our first video – a teaser for the coverage we did of AM&A’s Astoria Music Now festival last month.

Full interview and music clips coming soon! Thanks to all the awesome artists who spoke with us that day.

Interviews by me, shot/edited by Dom.

Essay in Missfits Magazine!

I’m excited to have a brand new piece in indie feminist fashion magazine, Missfits!

Click here to read my essay, “Self-defeating Sisterhood,” as well as the rest of the issue. I’ve also included the text of the full version – thanks to all the ladies in my life who contributed and sounded off on this topic!

Big thanks to the fantastic Miss Maddie! Be sure to also read her blog, it’s one of my favorites.