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“teach others to See by Seeing.

teach others to Understand by Understanding.

lead others to Walk by Walking.

but walk Beside them and not in Front.

walk With them as i walk With you.

and we shall see these coming days already in fruition,

in every righteous action resolving inaction,

in every fiery force of Love dissolving fear.”

— THE BOOK OF LEGEND, 2019.

SEEK + YOU SHALL FIND

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Decisions We Make While We Dream (2012)

TRAVERSALS (2014)

WILDLIGHT (2018)

THE BOOK OF LEGEND (2019)

INSTAGRAM ADVENTURES

i saw it is/was national daughter day.. i don't necessarily like jumping into/onto these things but i feel every chance to speak of her is an important one to take. // fleur's month is coming up-- october. the weeks that she was earthbound, when i was 18. // her story, our story-- one of impossibility and continuance-- is one that has shaped my life in ways i could not anticipate--- most especially when i chose to let her go in 2004, my first semester in undergrad. // i wish to be involved with, to form, more spaces for women to talk about their experiences of births and deaths-- our children that still exist, even if they aren't here to take a photo with, to share a photo of, on days marked for sons or daughters. They Are. They Still Are. // i can't tell you how-- but when i See my daughter reflected In The World, i Know it's Her. whether it is a patch of wildflowers, a piece of street art, a bee that lands on my arm or hovers over my heart, a little girl in a park who befriends me, an image of someone i have never met who somehow resembles Her feeling... // #motherhoodismotherhood. and i was silent about my abortion for many, many years, carrying it as my deepest, darkest, most shameful secret. // Fleur Sauvage has allowed me to bring that secret to light, and thus bring Her to light. may you continue, My Girl, to show me Ways to both mourn and celebrate You. i am so Grateful that there is now so much joy and surprise in a decision and a relationship that was so weighted with grief.🌷

we hid notes for each other last time i thought i was embarking.. over a month ago. just found the last one, in my luggage.🧳💚💙

if you remain Centered Within Your Own Story-- Everything Can Grow, Everything Can Flow, from That Center inside yourSelf.

thank you to the sacred warriors holding me tonight. ♾️🦁🔥💛 #fuerza

"Making sanctuary is not a place for answers, for wholeness, for spiritual bypasses, for 'going deeper'. It is a compost heap, a burning bush. A place that demands we lose our sandals in order to approach; a moment that is fuelled by the disclosure of wounds and fissures. [...] It is a sacredness of the trickster's crossroad, a site that will often not be available, that will often resist our attempts to conjure or invoke it. It is not fully a tool we can deploy, it is a meeting, a technology of the many, an experiment in shapeshifting."

'for here there is no place that does not see you. you must change your life.' -- rilke.

loving running wild with these two monkeys 🐒💕🍃🙃🥰 💚🧡💙 (insert endless loops of song of storms 🌪️+ a cat meowing saria's song 😹 from legend of zelda 🎶🎶🎶 ...) #datparkourlife 🤸‍♀️

today in 2019 mythteller + musician daniel deardorff proceeded onwards to the next worlds. i found him because @cheriselilynanaa blessedly told me about martin shaw 🐺❤️ in 2020. they both have changed my life entirely, and in person in july at his summer school i got to thank martin directly for his friendship with danny.. this part of the video never fails to make my cry. but now, sitting here, in the UK. i did what danny did, what he helped me to do. if i hadn't been so captured, struck, enchanted + changed by danny's words, i would not have found my precious brethren at @thestorytellingcircle. i would not have been led to seriously carry stories. i would not have new language i constantly refer to, to speak of what i past perceived as shortcomings and afflictions. i would not have met my love @ardea_virescens. i would not have had the courage to change my flight, borrow money, enroll in martin's course. fly solo, and internationally, when i was terrified. tell the story of no-song for the class at martin's course even when shattered about the Utter Unbelievability of The Whole Thing. when i cried alone into the darkness, how the fuck did i get here? what the fuck do i think i'm doing? it was danny i felt. my own coyote spirit travelling alongside me. reminding me. Re-Membering me. 🌿 i have zillions more words to say but don't quite have the eloquence tonight... i just know that despite not even meeting this man in person-- his spirit, his humor, his depth is carrying me Onwards. Thank You, danny for your time on this earth. for being one of my Greatest Teachers. for your devotion to stories. to coyote. to The Other Within. please keep speaking to me, changing my course to 'the oblique trajectory.' i'll do my best, the best of my life, to keep Listening. 🌹🐺⚡🖤🔥✨

'more + more in my life and in my work i am guided by the efforts to correct our old repressions, which have removed and gradually estranged us from the mysteries out of whose abundance our lives might become truly infinite.'

Like sheaves of corn he gathers you unto himself.

#notestoself as i contemplate re-entry 🇺🇲🗽🍎 ... strange, heart-quaking, wondrous, grateful times 💫 returning to the words i heard on my last day in nyc back in july (!!).. the only thing left to do is give yourself to it, and love yourself through it 💙

'i have crossed an ocean

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a true + crooked path. a priceless + devastating hope.

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